hello- welcome to the blog. For my first post, here's a rather depressing bit i wrote 2day

"Sad Realization"

I looked down where
My leg moved-
An unconscious blockade.

She sat down beside me.
She was so different, misplaced.
A bug I had invited once,
And now returning without welcome.
I exchanged a vacant hello,
Pretending still to be kind.
I breathed a sigh of relief and regret-
As She left.

And it suddenly occurred to me-
I have
Scorned others before.
I recalled from long ago
A friend I indulged in private
And brushed off in public

In silence astonishment
I realized if my life were a story-I would be the evil villain.

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a specific event inspired this. but don't be scared, the only war i really wage is against myself